~15 years~
This sh8t here is one of ma faves that i made... this got hella feed in aftamath... here it goes...
People often mistake me when lookin at my identity
Sayin my face says it all coz I don’t wear a smile as merrily
Or as happily like santa who comes surprisingly
Creepin in ya crib like a robber goin through ya chimney
Thinking life is full of misery when hope aint bein next to me
As it shouldve been motivatin me but left me in such mystery
That evolved from a tiny particle to the greatest element available
Isotopes become unstable when willingness contradicts wit uncapable
But I keep my ground like soldier who doesn’t rely on his revolver
Keepin my faith strong to the one and only Father
To the Creator who shaped me through the Palm of his hands
And created me as the being I am~ as a typical type of man
I never thirst for power coz greed could lead to disaster
A peculiar kind of slaughter could occur after a meteor shower
And as humans searchin for answers, I am one who seeks my own
But how can I find what im searchin for if the problem is unknown
I am on a journey, searchin for what awaits me
I forgot where I took off, leaving me to a frenzy
Uncertain of my future, coz right now im in a stage
Of knowing who I am after 15 years of age…
Nobody knows me fully, as a senior I aint a bully
Ive got respect and hood love for those who treat me as his homie
Still my composure flies away from me leavin eyebrows raised
Comin to class late, and raise hell in classroom debates
With all the homeworks and assignments I break away from my silence
Next thing youd be seein me is in a room with a councilor of guidance
Givin me a warning, his counseling im disregarding
2 weeks of suspension was a serious reason for alarmin
My father couldnt accept it so a clenched fist hits my face
The pain wasn’t erased after~ getting a taste
Of these emotional distress clingin wit me in my tests
I cant get any rest, I give it a shot but my all aint the best
Than it should be, got me waitin in vain hopelessly
My patience is depriving me from the man I ought to be
This is life lived by a student with problems that are unknown
People search for answer like me searchin for my own…
I am on a journey, searchin for what awaits me
I forgot where I took off, leaving me to a frenzy
Uncertain of my future, coz right now im in a stage
Of knowing who I am after 15 years of age…
Sayin my face says it all coz I don’t wear a smile as merrily
Or as happily like santa who comes surprisingly
Creepin in ya crib like a robber goin through ya chimney
Thinking life is full of misery when hope aint bein next to me
As it shouldve been motivatin me but left me in such mystery
That evolved from a tiny particle to the greatest element available
Isotopes become unstable when willingness contradicts wit uncapable
But I keep my ground like soldier who doesn’t rely on his revolver
Keepin my faith strong to the one and only Father
To the Creator who shaped me through the Palm of his hands
And created me as the being I am~ as a typical type of man
I never thirst for power coz greed could lead to disaster
A peculiar kind of slaughter could occur after a meteor shower
And as humans searchin for answers, I am one who seeks my own
But how can I find what im searchin for if the problem is unknown
I am on a journey, searchin for what awaits me
I forgot where I took off, leaving me to a frenzy
Uncertain of my future, coz right now im in a stage
Of knowing who I am after 15 years of age…
Nobody knows me fully, as a senior I aint a bully
Ive got respect and hood love for those who treat me as his homie
Still my composure flies away from me leavin eyebrows raised
Comin to class late, and raise hell in classroom debates
With all the homeworks and assignments I break away from my silence
Next thing youd be seein me is in a room with a councilor of guidance
Givin me a warning, his counseling im disregarding
2 weeks of suspension was a serious reason for alarmin
My father couldnt accept it so a clenched fist hits my face
The pain wasn’t erased after~ getting a taste
Of these emotional distress clingin wit me in my tests
I cant get any rest, I give it a shot but my all aint the best
Than it should be, got me waitin in vain hopelessly
My patience is depriving me from the man I ought to be
This is life lived by a student with problems that are unknown
People search for answer like me searchin for my own…
I am on a journey, searchin for what awaits me
I forgot where I took off, leaving me to a frenzy
Uncertain of my future, coz right now im in a stage
Of knowing who I am after 15 years of age…
J.T.
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