15 Years Remix feat PointBlank and Da1Hurricanne

15 YEARS REMIX

(Intro - Point Blank)

What Up JTrixxy, thanks for letting me get on this
..15 years, the remix
here comes Young Kool G...
lets go JT!

(JTrixXy)
Nobody knows me fully, as a senior I aint a bully
Ive got respect and hood love for those who treat me as his homie
Still my composure flies away from me leavin eyebrows raised
Comin to class late, and raise hell in classroom debates
With all the homeworks and assignments I break away from my silence
Next thing youd be seein me is in a room with a councilor of guidance
Givin me a warning, his counseling im disregarding
2 weeks of suspension was a serious reason for alarmin
My father couldnt accept it so a clenched fist hits my face
The pain wasn’t erased after~ getting a taste
Of these emotional distress clingin wit me in my tests
I cant get any rest, I give it a shot but my all aint the best
Than it should be, got me waitin in vain hopelessly
My patience is depriving me from the man I ought to be
This is life lived by a student with problems that are unknown
People search for answer like me searchin for my own

(Chorus -JTrixxy)
I am on a journey, searchin for what awaits me
I forgot where I took off, leaving me to a frenzy
Uncertain of my future, coz right now im in a stage
Of knowing who I am after 15 years of age…

(Point Blank)
I am on a journey, looking for the meaning of this life
is it all about the hardships, the tough times, the strife?
What lies for me in the future, coz right now im in a stage
Of knowing who I am after 15 years of age…

(Tha1Hurricane)
Man its so good to be fifteen it time for me to step on the scene and kill
and make the blood spill of others, its me and my brothers, it’s a new age
I’m becoming a man aint no time to stand around now we the future
we run the whole town , we went from putting are hands in the cookie jar
to now tryna figger who the hell we really are, 15 years from now I no I’ll be a big star
I’ll be going far in one more year you will see me in a damn car
Its 15 this is the year where we don’t care we going all out and outrageous
we getting courageous, seeing and liking different places looking at different faces going threw different stages.
This year we going to higher levels aint fallen back we stepping up to the plate
starting a new slate will not get crushed like a damn grape am not gonna do the same mistake
my dad leaving out on me and moms 15 years ago who noes where that man at, who knows were he was,
I bet he was out bussin lead and doing drugs hangin with them slugs,
but now I don’t think about it am moving on like I said am always gonna rep “Vaughan” to the fullest ,
things mite be rough and mean ,but now am 15 no more bull its time to pull my weight waiting for heavens gate
right now am on a 16 subtract that will give you 15 the biggest year of this kids life,
but when am gone the main thing they will remember is the year when I was 15…

(Chorus- JTrixxy)
I am on a journey, searchin for what awaits me
I forgot where I took off, leaving me to a frenzy
Uncertain of my future, coz right now im in a stage
Of knowing who I am after 15 years of age…

(Point Blank)
I am on a journey, looking for the meaning of this life
is it all about the hardships, the tough times, the strife?
What lies for me in the future, coz right now im in a stage
Of knowing who I am after 15 years of age…

(JTrixXy)

I neva asked for signs so when I cram I just say “come what may”

But until this day~ still in the road of life n im stuck on tha highway

Passed the coastal it was grey, now caught traffic in ma boulevard, so heavy

Bumper to bumper, my personal car just collided wit a public jeepney

That’s how it feels bein 15 ~coz life is so unsure n full of elusiveness

Vagueness, im physically present but mentally in “absentmindedness “

Ive committed violations, broken school house rules n regulations

Apologized for desecrations n became defiant wit contraventions

Ive done good n’ ive done bad, ive been friendly n vice versa

Think precise before openin my mouth n analyze if ma move would be wiser

Im turning 16~ n life would be more nasty, vile n I might again start at base

In that case, I felt like bein deprived of 1^st place in winnin lifes race

Coz lot of changes had occurred and everyday has always been anticipatin

So I take one step at a time but I always look back n start reminiscin

All tha homies n friends that ive lost along the road, got stories left untold

15 till im old I’ll believe in God n neva will my soul to the devil be sold

(Point Blank)
Its been fifteen years since I started breathin, and hopefully it’ll be a hundred till I stop
I spit sixteens here cause rap’s my salvation, and hopefully it’ll be soon that my shit pop
Been rapping for a couple of months now, I learned quick by watching the best
writing any chance I get, listening to Illmatic, 2001, and Life After Death
And im changing for the best, evolving into a man so my mother can be proud of me
but it wasn’t always like this, it wasn’t easy for me, it took much more than a plea,
one of my homies had to die for me to believe, this life ain’t for me, you see
six slugs from three different guns, but not the one he was holding, he died
yet autopsy and the cops had the nerve to say it was a suicide!, fuck those bitches
can’t you see we killin’ ourselves? Black on black violence is self-inflicted
a black man dies, they say he shot himself, why? Cause another nigga killed him
but you know I didn’t listen, I ran off in disbelief, spent 3 days reminiscing
thinking about the past, the present, and all the things he’d be missing
my highschool graduation, my college education, I spent the next 2 years wishing
that he’d still be here, mad at him for leaving, but it aint his fault, so I gotta forgive him
I died with my uncle when I was thirteen, but im reborn at fifteen, so on behalf of him,
R.I.P. Jamal K, my niggas I gotta say, everyone yell wit me FUCK THE SYSTEM!

(Chorus- JTrixxy)
I am on a journey, searchin for what awaits me
I forgot where I took off, leaving me to a frenzy
Uncertain of my future, coz right now im in a stage
Of knowing who I am after 15 years of age…

(Point Blank)
I am on a journey, looking for the meaning of this life
is it all about the hardships, the tough times, the strife?
What lies for me in the future, coz right now im in a stage
Of knowing who I am after 15 years of age…

(Outro - Point Blank)

..this one is for my man david...remember we used to rhyme on the porch nigga?
haha..
R.I.P. Uncle Jamal..
..believe me you still here with me
..15 Years
and we out...

this what i got so far, you wan rite a new verse to replace that one, cause i think this one is kinda awesome, classic.